I'm excited for my 2 day white water rafting trip this weekend. Maybe I will float down the river away from the group and end up lost only to discover a wonderful new world. Yeah ha ha I think that is likely to happen.
Last night I had a strange dream. I dreamt that I talked to an old friend that I don't talk to anymore. In the dream she said that she was in law school. She said that she was being watched by the C.I.A because she was constantly depressed, suicidal, and crazy. It was really morbid. She had slits on her wrists and cigarette burns on her arms.
I went out last night with a small group of coworkers right after work. I had 4 or 5 drinks, stayed out till 9:00, went home, showered, ate something and passed out.
I think the dream was a reflection of my mood. I was in a good mood when I was with my coworkers but when I got home I felt kind of angry and depressed. Drinking does that to me sometimes. All emotions bubble up. I know I need to exercise some self control with my drinking sometimes. We are all a work in progress. I am glad I don't get shit face drunk anymore like I used to. I haven't thrown up in years.
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