I finished the Marilyn French novel last night and started The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins. I like mixing fiction and non-fiction. I am so happy that I finally got past my reading block. For a month or two I couldn't read anything I would get too distracted. I think I was depressed and could only concentrate on my self loathing. I was also smoking too much for a month or so.
I only got through like 15 pages of The God Delusion last night, but I can tell it is going to be good. I think maybe I am a Pantheist which he describes as: not believing in a supernatural God at all, but use the word God as a non-supernatural synonym for nature, or for the Universe, or for the lawfulness that governs its workings.
In other news I am in total denial that Allan's last day at work is Friday. :( I am proud that he got into graduate school, but this job will suck even more when he leaves. I need to start figuring out what I want to do with my life. UUGGHHH it gets a bit overwhelming sometimes. I have this feeling that things will work out the way they are supposed to, but I also feel like I need to put some effort in to actually get something back in life.
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